So I absolutely adore India.Arie! Her music really speaks to me. It's like she's taken all of my thoughts and turned them into some of the tightest songs with the most beautiful melodies. I can find an India song for everything that I deal with. I pick a theme song off of each of her albums based upon where I'm at in life in the moment. I've never had an artist that I could identify with on this level. As a result she would have to definitely be considered one of my favorites, if not my absolute favorite artist! So I took a couple of my most favoritist (I know that's not a word, but I refuse to explain it any other way) lines from some of her songs and I figured that I would share them with you! Happy Reading!
I choose to be the best that I can be
I choose to be authentic in everything I do
My past don’t dictate who I am
I choose
"I Choose" Testimony
Even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday
"This To Shall Pass" Testimony
I want to go to a place where I am nothing and everything
That exist between here and no where
I want to go to a place where
Time has no consequence
And oh yeah
The sky opens to my prayer
Please understand that it’s not that I don’t care
But right now these walls are closing in on me
I love you more than I love life itself
But I need to find a place where I can breathe
I wanna go to a place where I can hold the intangible
And let go of the pain that’s on my mind
I wanna go to place where I’m suspended in ectasy
Somewhere between dark and light
Where wrong becomes right.
***Please note that these aren't all of the lyrics for this song.
"Beautiful" Acoustic Soul
Early in the morning it’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes, new dreams, new ways
I open up my eyes and I open up my mind
I wonder how life will surprise me today
Early in the morning in it’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes, new dreams, new ways,
I open up my heart and
I’m gonna do my part and
Make this a positively beautiful day
"Beautiful Day" Testimony Vol 2 Love and Politics
I know that you don’t know me at all
But if you know yourself
Well then you know me very well
I wonder if you really knew
That I see the God in you
And I wonder if you can see
How much you mean to me
I know you cannot read my mind
But I know you feel the vibe
But I think it’s time to let you know that
I see the God in you
"God In You" Acoustic Soul
There will be more to come soon!
K. Denise
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Shower Musings
So, I always have random lines that float through my head at the most inopportune times. This time it actually turned into a full poem.
Shower Musings
Steaming hot water
Mixing with red hot tears
While past mistakes
Conjure up present day fears
The pain of living life
Temporarily makes me immobile
The incessant beat of the water
Trying to move my heart from being comatosed
Trying to resuscitate the vitality
That used to be a natural part of being me
Before I start letting others tell me
How and why I should be
Not recognizing that they only wanted to change me
Because they couldn't understand what they could see
And it's not totally their fault
That they couldn't understand
You see because of old hurts I couldn't fulfill the demands
Of becoming a true friend
Sharing sacred thoughts
Hidden so deep within
This caused a lot of people
Some unnecessary confusion
That's when I determined that
Isolating myself was the necessary solution
To stop me from hurting them with my inability to share
To stop them from hurting me when they chose to no longer be there
But isolation on works for a little while
When doing life alone isn't really your style
But it's safe
Even if it hurts when the tears roll down my face
Now it's what I'm used to
So you tell me what I'm supposed to do!
Shower Musings
Steaming hot water
Mixing with red hot tears
While past mistakes
Conjure up present day fears
The pain of living life
Temporarily makes me immobile
The incessant beat of the water
Trying to move my heart from being comatosed
Trying to resuscitate the vitality
That used to be a natural part of being me
Before I start letting others tell me
How and why I should be
Not recognizing that they only wanted to change me
Because they couldn't understand what they could see
And it's not totally their fault
That they couldn't understand
You see because of old hurts I couldn't fulfill the demands
Of becoming a true friend
Sharing sacred thoughts
Hidden so deep within
This caused a lot of people
Some unnecessary confusion
That's when I determined that
Isolating myself was the necessary solution
To stop me from hurting them with my inability to share
To stop them from hurting me when they chose to no longer be there
But isolation on works for a little while
When doing life alone isn't really your style
But it's safe
Even if it hurts when the tears roll down my face
Now it's what I'm used to
So you tell me what I'm supposed to do!
Friday, March 12, 2010
Reality Check
So, I used to write poems and perfomr them on a fairly regular basis. I stopped doing that many, many moons ago. Well with the encouragement of some friends and a worthwhile cause I made it back to the stage. I performed this piece at a benefit for Haiti on February 28th. It was an amazing time. I thank God for the opportunity. Don't know that I'm ready to do it again, but I will at some point I'm sure. Happy reading folks!
What do you see when you look at me?
Is the sum total of my worth now equal to your pity.
At the end of the day I don’t need your charity
I don’t need you to sit back and feel sorry for the current situation in my city.
We had problems before January
And you didn’t care then
So don’t let a bunch of famous people who didn’t care all that much either
Convince you now that you should give
I’m not saying that we don’t need help
Because Lord knows that we do
But not because it makes you feel bad
Or in some instances makes you feel good
To say that you helped little ole Haiti.
Do it because you know that we are brothers and sisters
And you recognize that one day you might need help from me.
Yes, you might need me.
You see we are a strong people
Always have been
Always will be
Before you knew you could have your freedom
We kicked the French out of our country.
We may have been living in what you consider extreme poverty
But you weren’t doing too much better as far as our eyes could see
This statement might confuse you
Because of what you’ve seen on TV
But know that financial wealth is not the only thing that determines
The value of our country
Do you really know the joy of laughing so hard that your face hurts with friends?
The love that comes from sharing the little that you have with others
The bonds that are built when someone that is not your family
Takes you in and those people decide to become your Mom and Dad
These things are valuable beyond what you could possibly imagine
Greater worth than you can ever see
But it’s a part of the wealth that has always been present in the country of Haiti
So please remember, don’t pity me!
Some of you say that we deserve what happened to us
It was a curse because of some pact that we apparently made with Satan
Were you there when it happened?
Do you know that it’s true?
Or are you spreading 2nd, 3rd, and 4th hand information
About something of which you have no clue.
If this is the reason that we’ve had these experiences
Instead of pointing fingers you might want to be getting ready
Because the US may be next on the hit list.
Over 100,000 children caught up in child sex trafficking
Corruption in corporate America from sea to shining sea
Legal prostitution with brothels included located in these United States
The thousands of folks who can’t handle your Black President
Praying prayers of hate
Him + Him or Her + Her equal marriage in your state
Sounds to me like you have the perfect mix of sin
For the next catastrophic Earthquake
Or Tsunami
Or Hurricane
Or whatever form of punishment might be next on the list
Will you be so quick to point out the sins of the people
When it’s your child’s face on the television.
Or your mother crying
Or your brother dying
Or you’re the one carrying the bodies of those that you loved
Hoping and praying to find a friendly face or helping hand in the midst of the destruction.
Will God’s supposed judgment seem just and fair
When your life is the one that has been laid bare
And tomorrow holds no promise of anything that you believed would be there today.
Will you believe that God was just trying to make a way to get your attention.
Or will you just be praying that he has an ear that will listen
To your cries and do something to take away your pain
Hoping that no self righteous Christians have something judgmental to say
I am sure that you would pray for a kind face
A helping hand
Someone to help your rebuild everything that is no longer in place
Not caring if they were black or white because in moments of disaster there is only one race
Human
Please tell me that you have a solution
Of some kind
Words to help ease my mind
Even while knowing that all of my problems won’t go away over night
I really just want to know that you honestly care about my current plight.
That you love me unconditionally
That when the chips are down I can count on you to be there for me
Not just sit back and stare at me
Shaking your head
I want you to acknowledge that the blood the flows through my veins is just like yours RED
And that is all that really matters
If God truly created us all in his image
Made us neighbors in this worldwide village
Shouldn’t it make sense for you to shut your mouth and just help
Not pity me, but help me rebuild my sense of self
At the end of the day
Whether your decide to judge me or give
Justify my death or enable me to live
When you look at pictures of Haiti I want you to remember what you see
And hear the voice of Jesus say, “Whatever you do for the one of the least of these brothers of mine, you do for me.”
Kristin Denise
What do you see when you look at me?
Is the sum total of my worth now equal to your pity.
At the end of the day I don’t need your charity
I don’t need you to sit back and feel sorry for the current situation in my city.
We had problems before January
And you didn’t care then
So don’t let a bunch of famous people who didn’t care all that much either
Convince you now that you should give
I’m not saying that we don’t need help
Because Lord knows that we do
But not because it makes you feel bad
Or in some instances makes you feel good
To say that you helped little ole Haiti.
Do it because you know that we are brothers and sisters
And you recognize that one day you might need help from me.
Yes, you might need me.
You see we are a strong people
Always have been
Always will be
Before you knew you could have your freedom
We kicked the French out of our country.
We may have been living in what you consider extreme poverty
But you weren’t doing too much better as far as our eyes could see
This statement might confuse you
Because of what you’ve seen on TV
But know that financial wealth is not the only thing that determines
The value of our country
Do you really know the joy of laughing so hard that your face hurts with friends?
The love that comes from sharing the little that you have with others
The bonds that are built when someone that is not your family
Takes you in and those people decide to become your Mom and Dad
These things are valuable beyond what you could possibly imagine
Greater worth than you can ever see
But it’s a part of the wealth that has always been present in the country of Haiti
So please remember, don’t pity me!
Some of you say that we deserve what happened to us
It was a curse because of some pact that we apparently made with Satan
Were you there when it happened?
Do you know that it’s true?
Or are you spreading 2nd, 3rd, and 4th hand information
About something of which you have no clue.
If this is the reason that we’ve had these experiences
Instead of pointing fingers you might want to be getting ready
Because the US may be next on the hit list.
Over 100,000 children caught up in child sex trafficking
Corruption in corporate America from sea to shining sea
Legal prostitution with brothels included located in these United States
The thousands of folks who can’t handle your Black President
Praying prayers of hate
Him + Him or Her + Her equal marriage in your state
Sounds to me like you have the perfect mix of sin
For the next catastrophic Earthquake
Or Tsunami
Or Hurricane
Or whatever form of punishment might be next on the list
Will you be so quick to point out the sins of the people
When it’s your child’s face on the television.
Or your mother crying
Or your brother dying
Or you’re the one carrying the bodies of those that you loved
Hoping and praying to find a friendly face or helping hand in the midst of the destruction.
Will God’s supposed judgment seem just and fair
When your life is the one that has been laid bare
And tomorrow holds no promise of anything that you believed would be there today.
Will you believe that God was just trying to make a way to get your attention.
Or will you just be praying that he has an ear that will listen
To your cries and do something to take away your pain
Hoping that no self righteous Christians have something judgmental to say
I am sure that you would pray for a kind face
A helping hand
Someone to help your rebuild everything that is no longer in place
Not caring if they were black or white because in moments of disaster there is only one race
Human
Please tell me that you have a solution
Of some kind
Words to help ease my mind
Even while knowing that all of my problems won’t go away over night
I really just want to know that you honestly care about my current plight.
That you love me unconditionally
That when the chips are down I can count on you to be there for me
Not just sit back and stare at me
Shaking your head
I want you to acknowledge that the blood the flows through my veins is just like yours RED
And that is all that really matters
If God truly created us all in his image
Made us neighbors in this worldwide village
Shouldn’t it make sense for you to shut your mouth and just help
Not pity me, but help me rebuild my sense of self
At the end of the day
Whether your decide to judge me or give
Justify my death or enable me to live
When you look at pictures of Haiti I want you to remember what you see
And hear the voice of Jesus say, “Whatever you do for the one of the least of these brothers of mine, you do for me.”
Kristin Denise
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